Welcome to a Soul Healing Journey that transcends the ordinary—a journey of self-discovery, personal growth, and transformation. In the cosmic dance of life, your soul has led you to a space where the pages of your story are waiting to be rewritten. I’m not saying the soul healing journey is easy; it isn’t. But I’m a personal witness that it is so worth it!
Decades ago, a night unfolded that reinforced my childhood core belief, “I am always abandoned,” deeper into the very fibers of my being. It was a night of emotional upheaval when a tempestuous argument with my partner erupted on the side of a dark road, twenty miles away from home.
Tears streamed down my face like an unrestrained river as I left the car, angry, heartbroken, and in a whirlwind of despair. My partner let the windows down, and with the car in reverse, shouted for me to get back in the car, but I remained resolute in my decision to walk away. Each step on that desolate road mirrored the hopelessness that had taken root within me—a belief that, no matter my efforts or transformations, I would inevitably circle back to this agonizing moment.
Eventually, with my refusal to heed his call, he peeled off. The pavement beneath my feet became a silent confidant, bearing witness to my pain. At first, I had been oblivious to my own safety and the vast distance stretching between me and home. The harsh glow of the streetlights revealed a startling truth: not only was I alone, but I’d left my purse behind in the chaos. My emotions of hurt and abandonment added another layer, fear. The occasional car passing by petrified me. What fate would become of me on this dark road?
I could see a bus stop ahead, and making my way to it, exhaustion clung to me like a heavy cloak. Vulnerability had eclipsed my anger. Alone and abandoned once more, I sat, contemplating the darkness that enveloped me, not just that night, but my whole life.
Then, like an unexpected lifeline, a bus materialized. The driver sensed my distress and, without a second thought, welcomed me aboard, brushing aside my speech about why I had no payment. In the sparsely populated bus, I poured out my story to the driver, a compassionate witness to the complexities of love and marriage. His words, like a soothing melody, provided comfort.
As the bus neared the familiarity of my neighborhood, my body became tense. I thanked the driver for his kindness and wisdom and walked home in introspection. The echoes of that haunting night reverberated, revealing the roots of my fear of abandonment. The first act of abandonment unfolded when I was just a nine-year-old girl, pleading outside of our home, with my father not to leave, after he had been served divorce papers by my mother. In the darkness, as he drove away, leaving me behind, I made an unconscious vow—I would never trust a man again.
It took years of soul healing, but I eventually overcame the negative impact of my core belief, “I am always abandoned.” It rarely surfaces today, but when it does, I apply the understanding of truth; that it is impossible for me to be abandoned. Does that mean that people, places, and things cannot leave me? Of course not! Living in this reality of the earth’s domain, many things are temporary. But what is not temporary is Me. Not my body, for one day it will lay itself down. But the “I Am” of me is eternal. That can never be abandoned.
Have you ever had similar events as the one I detailed? If you have, it is important to not only connect the dots of your negative core beliefs with their origins, but also to understand how they impact your current life, including the choices you make. On our website, you’ll find The Soul Dope Core Belief Questionnaire and other tools to assist you.
So, I want to encourage you to venture deeper into the mystical realms of self-exploration. I invite you to dive into the heart of your transformative path—a path illuminated by the concept of core beliefs. These silent architects of our self-esteem are the keys to unlocking the secrets of your self-perception, emotional responses, and the trajectory of your life.
As you examine the seeds of origin and the roots of your core beliefs, you’ll become aware in a deeper way of how they impact every area of your life. Here, you’ll become equipped with practical tools—your arsenal for transforming these beliefs into wellsprings of empowerment.
Let’s set the record straight from the beginning. This isn’t a quest to pass moral judgments or a journey to scrutinize the rightness or wrongness of your values and beliefs. No ethical assessments here. Instead, we embark on a psychological perspective—a voyage rooted in self-awareness, self-acceptance, and emotional healing.
The core beliefs we address are not judges of good or bad; they are architects of your self-worth, guardians of your self-identity, and sculptors of your emotional well-being. This soul healing journey is about recognizing how these beliefs have shaped your self-perception and, when needed, reshaping them to reveal a more positive and affirming self-image.
The ultimate goal is to promote self-compassion, self-acceptance, and a profound sense of healing. Picture this journey as a cosmic tapestry, woven with threads of transformation, empowerment, and the boundless potential that resides within you. The Soul Dope Odyssey awaits, where you’ll unravel the power within, challenge self-limiting beliefs, and emerge as a more confident and resilient version of yourself.
Are you ready to embark on this cosmic journey? Buckle up, Soul Dope community, as we traverse the uncharted territories of our inner landscapes.
With love and healing,
Kailani
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